Everybody knows that something's wrong, but nobody knows what's going on. We all sing the same old song. When you want it all to go away, it's shaping up to be a lonely day.



I want things to be more than okay. For you to say what you mean and mean it. I want this tension, this awkwardness to be gone. I don't want you; that ship has sailed. I just want you to admit you were wrong to break my heart the way you did.

  


People ask me who I am. The answer? I don’t really know. A few years ago, I would have said I was a girl who loved life. A few months ago, I would have said I was a girl who loved a boy with everything she had. Now, I guess you could say I’ve been through a lot and I’ve been broken in too many places and too many ways. I guess you could say I’m just trying to find my place.



Every girl would be dead without her best friend. I mean look who's always by her side and it sure as hell isn't some stupid teenage boy.


And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands because forever, I believe that there's nothing I could need but you.


 



I tried to reach out to you, but I felt so ashamed
So, I kept on breaking my own heart.





She didn't giggle wildly and blush when she saw him. Nor did she ever chalk out his name on trees or write it on the walls of the kissing bridge. She simply lived with his face in her heart. A kind of sweet, hurtful ache.



 

Everyone will eventually make two mistakes in love. They'll fall for someone they'll never have, and they'll ignore the person right in front of their face.





I've never needed a man to make me happy, to make me strong. I am independent, I am me, and no one can change that.





I honestly don't know what's worse, not being able to tell you how I feel or knowing you'll never feel the same. I know I can never live up to what you're expecting in a person. I wish your smile wasn't so adorable, your hugs weren't so warm, and when I'm with you I didn't feel like anyone existed but you. You've given me the greatest words to live by, thanks.






Even though you don't want to let go, sometimes you have to. It's hard and it's never easy, but it's because there's always something better in store for you.





I'm doing fine on my own. When we broke up, I didn't run off and find another man to replace you. But I see you have a new girl, even though it's only been a few days. And according to your lies, you're still loving me even though we are apart. So when I see you look at her the way you used to look at me, I just laugh. I'm sure you're telling her all the same lies you told me. I won't be sad when I think about our memories, I'm sure you're off making better ones with her. You two can go on and be something great. I'm not gonna wish it would of been us. I'm doing fine on my own. But when I finally do find another man, I'll be shining like a star. And then we'll see who's left wishing what could of been.
(c) SweetestSin_ox



I don't want to fall asleep because I don't know if I'll get up. I don't want to cause a scene, but I'm dying without your love.




I'm not that good of a person. I make mistakes, I have regrets. I act a lot slower than I really am. I cry. I laugh way to loud when something isn't really that funny. And sometimes the mean things people say about me can really get to me. But, when I'm with you, I found none of that matters because you make me smile.


The person you claimed to be is not who haunts me now. The cherished lines behind those brown eyes that you swore were true more times than I can count.




She's one of those girls who doesn't know what she's doing, but she wants to know everything will be worth it one day. She isn't amazing at one thing, she's just good at alot of things, and that's all she'll ever be. She wishes she could be different, but she still lives her life to the fullest anyway. All she truly needs is love to keep her sane. She looks at her world like it's a book, with pages being read everyday. She's her own worst enemy and hardest critic. She knows she has flaws and tries to accept them, even though she knows she never fully will. More than anything though, she just wants to make a difference one day, and she wants someone to remember her name.







Silent fighting is the worst. At least when
there's screaming and yelling you know
what the other person is feeling.


It's time to cut the ties
it's time to say goodbye
he left, but he never left my mind

 



You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do


 



You make me feel funny
When you come around
Yeah that's what I found out
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind
What am I doing without you?





It's hard to think that you and him might of been something great. You really could of loved each other. He could of been the one to save you, he really could of. But I guess sometimes feelings just change. The love you thought was there might not of really been there at all. We can't blame anything but our hearts. They choose who we love, who we don't, who's temporary and who we always will. It may cause us pain, but they are always leading us in the right direction. Even though it takes some time, eventually you will find the one that's right. Your heart will know.
(c) SweetestSin_ox





He was only temporary,
but our memories are permanent.


When someone's gone from your
life for a really long time you start to
forget stuff about them, like, you
forget what their voice sounds like
and how they loved you so much
and how everything you did was
completely okay with them.






The saddest thing is to look in someone's eyes
& realize they'll never love you the way they did.





Do you know the most surprising thing about heartache? It does not kill you.
Like a bullet to the heart or a head on car wreck, it should. When someone
you've promised to cherish forever says "I never loved you," it should kill
you instantly. You should not have to sit there day after day after that just
wondering how in the world that you didn't figure it out sooner than this.




sometimes you’ll find yourself smiling
while missing someone at the same time.






and if you really need him,
fate won't let you lose him.
fate will bring him back.
it may not be soon, but he'll come back.



For the rest of my life, I want you there with me.
And if there ever comes a time when I should have to leave,
I hope you know that I'm taking you with me.

 

And so I'm trying to hold it all together
and make it through the day
when I'm just dying to drop it all
and take your hand so we can run away



I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one, but I like you, and I like how you make me feel.







It's amazing, the look in your eye. Like you could save me, but then you don't even try.




I've always been independent, never needed anyone by my side. Even when my life is hell, I get through the day with a smile on my face. I don't show the world when my heart is breaking. So when I walk by you and her, you'll never know.
(c) SweetestSin_ox




It's nearly been a year since he’s been gone
but we still sing his goodbye songs.
and she knows she should move on
but she just can’t let him go.




there's a sad song ringing in my head.
it's been here ever since you left.



you're with her, but when you look at me, i know you can't even remember her name.





i still love you. but when we try to make it work, we both end up hurt and it isn't supposed to be that way.




Walking away is the hardest thing, I think. It’s between that and having to kiss you for the last time in who knows how long



No one can tell. It's rather funny, it's rather sad. You can just walk
around like normal but feel like you're dying. Or like you're already
dead. You can fake a smile and a laugh. And when your voice cracks
it's only in your head. You're the only one who really even notices.
People can be so naive. It still shocks me how hardly anyone notices.





Sometimes its hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them.




Took for granted everything we had
As if I'd find someone who's just like you




It makes me sick to think about everything you put me through, and how you left without saying goodbye. And if its really over now, You could walk away, and it would be the last time.