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Tuesday, March 20, 2012

I raise my hand to your cheeks and I can feel my heart skip a beat

 
"Being with you is like dancing in the summer rain. It's like sleeping in my own bed after I've been away for too long. It's like miles of highway stretching out before me, with no other cars in view. It's like running through sprinklers on a scorching day. It's like receiving a letter I've waited so long for. It's like finishing a five thousand-piece puzzle. Life's not perfect, but when you're with me, it's pretty damn close."



This happiness surpasses me, just running up and down my spine. Whenever I'm around you, my smile beings to shine. The love I feel for you is quite hard for anyone to find. You're the one that I want to wake up next to, just give me your beautiful blue eyes. Please never, ever leave me. Just stay right here, always by my side.



We lie together. Smiling and holding on to each other and the night and the moment. We stare into each other's eyes and softly kiss, speaking and saying more with the movement of our lips and the tips of our fingers, more than words will allows us to say. Words can't say this. The one word love means too little for what it is. It means everything and that is still not enough. It doesn’t communicate even a fraction of the feelings involved. Love. The word is not enough for what it is. Love. Love.



You are the morning sky, glowing calm with burning light. And as I am waking up, you paint your reflection in my eye. I wonder if you've noticed I can't look away. You're inches from my fingertips. I've come as close as I can get. I'm reaching, but the rest is up to you. 'Cause I don't ever wanna miss being here with you like this.



Well I've made up my mind that I want you to be the one, the one I wanna be with when I'm ninety-two. 'Cause I know, you know it can't get much better. Fireworks flyin' whenever we're together. I know, you know, that I know you love me. I just wanna feel you tonight, making sure the moment's just right. I could die just staring in your eyes. I just wanna feel your heartbeat, hold you even closer to me. Fall asleep with you right by my side. We'll see fireworks tonight. And I've waited all my life to make this perfect every way, and sharing it with you would make it even more than that.

And I guess we made it, or at least made it this far, and it all looks smooth from here. And in a future day there may be waves, but I must say the skies have never looked so clear. And I guess we made it, cause it ain't far to go from here.



Do you take advantage of your time, because you only live once? Do you ever analyze your life, and find empty spaces? And every now and then it seems like I'm always sinking. And every now and then you feel like you're never living.



"It's so strange how life works: You want something and you wait and wait and feel like it’s taking forever to come. Then it happens and it’s over and all you want to do is curl back up in that moment before things changed."

And we wait above a road, we're turning to go home. And the silence from the side of the car tells me everything and how we are. Cause there's no more trying to make this so right. There's no more trying tonight. And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone. And I wonder if I'm alone in your head. I know something is wrong, I just don't know what to do. You say it's only me, and, that I'm so perfect for you. Twelve days gone by since I have saw you last. I'll give this one more try, I'll give it all my best. And I'll ask, what could you be doing that is so much fun Without me by your side? Without me by your side.



Time, really, has never healed anything. What time does is blur your memory. The more time passes, the more the memories blur and you begin to forget the details, his words, the moments. All time really does is help you to forget how he made you feel.



I've considered what it'd be like if the ocean poured in from both of the coasts, and we set sail to find out just where our boat would go. But I don't think that I'd want to know, cause it would just make time so I could see your smile, with our brand new life in tow. And I hope you weren't waiting long, I hope this night makes up for time lost. Feels like I met you years ago, and we're picking up right where we left off.



You're the brightest star in a pocket full of skies. My colored picture in a world of black and white. My only dream come true in a restless winter night. My only dream come true.




It took a few weeks for me to comprehend, you're more than just another passing trend. And you make it feel so right. I'm not as shy, I can open up and share my life. You are the reason smiles exist at all.



One day we'll get out of this shitty apartment. One day is all it takes for things to turn around. Now all I know is I got you and you got me, babe, and when that morning comes I'll make coffee and you'll read the paper. We'll talk about our plans and I'll keep saying how lucky we are.



"Sometimes the things that may or may not be true are the things a man needs to believe in the most. That people are basically good; that honor, courage, and virtue mean everything; that power and money, money and power mean nothing; that good always triumphs over evil; and I want you to remember this: that love, true love, never dies. You remember that. Doesn't matter if it’s true or not. You see, a man should believe in those things, because those are the things worth believing in."



And storms will surely come, but true love is a choice you must make, and you are the one that I have set my heart to choose. As long as I live, I swear I’ll see this through. Come what may, I won’t abandon you or leave you behind, because love is a loyalty sworn, not a burning for a moment. Come what may, I will be standing right here by your side. I won’t run away, though the storm’s getting worse and there's no end in sight.



Lately I've been hoping you can stay with me, and I could hold you close 'til the end of time. Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away, but for now I'll learn to say goodbye. How could I survive without your love and the hope you bring? Even when the world is breaking down, I know I have you, and it's all I need.



Because how I ever got to you, I have no idea. It's like some secret door, well it just appeared. So no matter what I do from now on with my time, you will always stay here, in my mind. I am certain of this, and I am not certain of anything.

You are the reoccurring kind, you never really leave my mind. Are you the love of my lifetime? 'Cause there have been times I have had my doubts. We were just kids when I first kissed you in the attic of my parents house. And I wish we were there now. It took so long to figure out what this book has been about.



I got lightning in my veins and thunder in my chest. All tangled up with you and trying to catch my breath. It’s like flying down some back road at midnight with you eyes closed and the headlights off. I’ve been searching everywhere, can’t find that feeling anywhere. You’re all I want now.



"Someone real,” I hear myself saying. “Someone who never has to pretend, and who I never have to pretend around. Someone who’s smart, but knows how to laugh at himself. Someone who would listen to a symphony and start to cry, because he understands music can be too big for words. Someone who knows me better than I know myself. Someone I want to talk to first thing in the morning and last thing at night. Someone I feel like I’ve known my whole life, even if I haven’t.



All I want to have is all that you can give me, and I'll give right back everything I have in me. Cause nothing ever felt as right as this does right now. I'll go back to before we met, try and erase the past. Try harder to forget, cause nothing will ever be as good as here and now. Cause when I looked into your eyes, and you dared to stare right back; you should have said, "Nice to meet you, I'm your other half."


So I really like this update. Comment if you do, too :) And also, for those of you who follow me on tumblr, I changed my username: my--beautifulrescue.tumblr.com !

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